Worst day of my life...

Well.. today was, without a doubt, the worst day of my life. I broke up with Joe.

We've basically been making each other nothing but miserable for a long time. I want him to be happy, and if us splitting up is what it takes for him to be happy, then so be it.

He'll always have a piece of my heart, though.

I'm watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind right now... it seems like such a good idea.

But then again..

I submit, for your reading pleasure, "The Dance", written by Tony Arata, and performed by Garth Brooks.

Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared 'neath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye?

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end,
The way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey, who's to say? You know, I might have chanced it all

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end
The way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Yes, my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance