And speaking of Spring...

A new habit

The best way to make something a habit is to do it repeatedly until it becomes.. well.. a habit, lol. So here I am, blogging again, though I don't have much to say.

Oh! Wait! I DO have something to say.

 to my wonderful husband!

So something kind've entertaining happened to me last night. I was at work (5 - midnight, fun times.), and these 6 college students come in and buy a 50 inch TV.

Now keep in mind that there were already 6 of them. And they were from TN. Turns out, they had a really small car. I'm not sure how they fit in the car to begin with.

Two of those poor boys rode home in the trunk last night. Haven't heard of any dead college students, so hopefully they made it home safe. Let me know if anyone finds anything in the news.

Another great thing is that January is almost over. Spring is that much closer, woo! I'll soon be looking for the daffodils, the first true sign of spring. :)

Raising the blog from the dead....

Wow.. haven't been here in awhile. Since my last post, I've gotten married, acquired a job I love, and one I just tolerate. Also 2 new kittens, in addition to Miss Belle.

 The babies. :)

Anywho, married to the love of my life, who'll be 30 tomorrow. Yay birthdays!

I'm a library assistant at the Lawrence Public Library District. (See link. And "fan" me on Facebook. Do it. Now.

Also a cashier / part-time accounting associate at Wal-Mart. Good times.

But yeah, just a quick update for now.
I do intend to start posting more often than every 5 years, though, rest assured!

Happy 4th! (Well.. Early, anyway)

The 4th of July invariably brings about thoughts of hot dogs, and fireworks; hamburgers and swimming.

And while there's nothing wrong with dedicating this day to spending time with your family and friends, many people often forget the true history behind this day. The Declaration of Independence was adopted on this date in 1776, indicating the intent of the American colonies to remove themselves from the oppression of the British king.

Many men died in the Revolutionary War, supporting the idea of American Independence. Many men and women have since died, for that same ideal.

So while you're barbecuing this weekend, or on Monday, and attending fireworks displays, remember to thank a soldier for the freedom you enjoy.

Remember our soldiers overseas, spending Independence Day away from their families, to ensure the continued freedom of the US, as well as the new freedom enjoyed by the Iraqis.

If your father, or grandfather fought in World War II, or Korea, or Vietnam, thank them. Thank them for their service, as it enabled Americans to continue to have the freedom we hold so dear, but that some take for granted.

And also...

Happy birthday to my cousin, Melissa, who turned 21 today! 

I have returned!

Having spent the last month away from the Blogosphere, you'd think I'd have lots to write about. Unfortunately, that isn't true. Other than my multitude of spider bites, the only thing I can think of to write about is the trip Joe and I took to Shawnee National Forest over the Memorial Day weekend.



There's a couple shots of the scenery. Both were taken at Garden of the Gods.

And, just because I want to, here's some shots of Joe and I. :)



These pictures, and more can be found at Scenery and Audrey and Joe

Quick update...

On the wonderfulness that is me... And on my favorite Idol-wannabes, of course. :)

What am I going to blog about when the season's over? I guess I'll get to that when it comes.

In case anyone missed it, and relys on THIS blog for their Idol updates, here we go: After Scott, Anthony went home. Everyone saw that coming.

Last week, the lovely, perky Vonzell was sent home. I saw that one coming to. And coming up this week, the final showdown between Bo and Carrie. Carrie has been a favorite of mine from the beginning, but I see Bo taking it all. However, I also feel like Carrie will get a record deal. No one should be deprived of that beautiful voice. :)

Anywho.. enough Idol. On to me.

At this particular moment, I'm waiting for my wonderful fiance to get off work. He's on overtime yet again, but he can always use the money, with the car payment for his Caddy coming up in a couple weeks.

Yes, faithful reader. We got a Caddy. A 1992 Sedan DeVille. It's.. purple/silver/charcoal... Okay, I have no idea what color it is. Hopefully the registration will come back from the state soon, and we'll solve the great Car Color Mystery.

On the agenda for this weekend: laundry, and.. beyond that, I have no idea, but I'm sure we'll be able to come up with something.

And hopefully, I'll get down to blogging more often next week...

Hope everyone has a blessed weekend!

It's TUESDAY!

Yaaaaay.. okay, there's really nothing all that exciting about Tuesday..

But it is another American Idol performance night. I don't know that I'll be able to watch without having Constantine to look forward to, but as they say, life goes on.

The only way that American Idol can redeem itself, in my eyes, is to send Scott home this week.

And for all the scoffers, my relationship with Joe is back on an even keel. I think the time we spent apart did us a world of good, and we're getting along better than ever.

We managed to work out all our issues, and get everything straightened out, and I've never been happier.

Oh, Happy Day.... :)

Here lately, I've been working on getting a life... :)

Anyway, I still wanted to be friends with Joe, so we went to a party together last night. A wedding reception, actually..

We ended up getting back together, and we sat up and talked all night, and then spent all day today together.

We had lunch at a really good buffet restaurant, called Ty's. (If any of my readers are every in Olney, IL, I highly recommend it.)

Then we went to Wal-Mart, where I was presented with 8 lovely "Red Intuition" Roses:



As well as a lovely pink candle, which $0.50 of the cost went to benefit the Breast Cancer center at City of Hope.

We then went to Sam Goody, where he got me an Evanescence t-shirt. And then I was like.. okay, no more shopping.

But, I had a really good weekend, and I get to wear my ring again. :)

No more rain...

Some friends and I are supposed to go out tomorrow night.. we're going to an outdoor concert on the river. Unfortunately, it's raining. A lot.

Last time we tried to go see this band, it was at the same venue.. and the show was rained out. I really wish it would just stop raining.

I've been looking forward to this for the last few days, and if my plans get ruined, I'm going to throw such a fit...

And in other news, in the life of AuDz.. On Sunday afternoon, I'm supposed to go get my stuff from Joe's house, and take him his, and that'll be the end of that.

Worst day of my life...

Well.. today was, without a doubt, the worst day of my life. I broke up with Joe.

We've basically been making each other nothing but miserable for a long time. I want him to be happy, and if us splitting up is what it takes for him to be happy, then so be it.

He'll always have a piece of my heart, though.

I'm watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind right now... it seems like such a good idea.

But then again..

I submit, for your reading pleasure, "The Dance", written by Tony Arata, and performed by Garth Brooks.

Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared 'neath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye?

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end,
The way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey, who's to say? You know, I might have chanced it all

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end
The way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Yes, my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

After a long pause...

I have returned.. for a short time.

My Gram will be 79 this year, and isn't in the greatest of health. She cannot live alone. My cousin was living with her, but basically, she fought the law, and the law won, so I've been staying there.

Over the last couple weeks, I've had a few interesting "firsts". I got manure under my nails for the first time. Gram went to Rural King, and came home with two new lilac bushes, and a 40-lb. bag of manure.

I planted a tree for the first time. My cousin and his wife just bought a new house, and they've been redoing the yard, and she brought Gram flowers (yes.. more manure), and an oak sapling.

I rode a riding lawn mower for the first time. My Gram lives on an acre, that's basically nothing but grass. It took a long time...

I got a sunburn for the first time ever.. courtesy of volunteering to cut the grass.

My cousin goes to court on Thursday, so I may or may not find out if I'm coming home, or moving in there officially.

But for the time being, thanks for reading, I'll try to blog more next weekend, if I come home.

ANOTHER Left Behind?!

It came to my attention today that yet another "Left Behind" book has been released. This book, The Rising, is #13 in the bestselling series, and is booked as Prequel #1. How many more do we need?

In addition to the "Left Behind" book series, there is a series of "graphic novels", Left Behind: The Kids, which consists of 38 individual books, a military series, and a political series.

I read the first couple books out of curiousity, and basically to see what the big deal was. After that, I felt the urge to read the rest, because it's always best to finish what you've started. :) After books 1 - 3, they steadily got worse. How long can the Left Behind trend go on?


Changes for our own children...

Yesterday, someone asked on the Fundamentalist Forums what we were allowed to do as children, that we wouldn't allow our own children to do. This question made me rather nostalgic.

Between the ages of 4 - 6, as well as during the summer, and vacations from school, I lived in a little town called Sailor Springs.. I spent a lot of time at my Grandmother's, and playing with my cousin Melissa. Basically, we were allowed to go where we wanted, and do what we wanted, as long as we were home by the time the street lights came on.

We'd take our dog and wander around this historic little town. We used to spend hours searching the site of the bank that had been torn down years before, searching for old coins, and sometimes, we'd be successful. In the summer, we'd go out in the country, and swim in the creek.

We attemped to catch tadpoles once. This involved going onto someone's land, and to a little area of another creek that was pooled over. Unfortunately, there was an electric fence, and I missed seeing it. But you'd be surprised at how little pain that actually involves. To this day, I wonder why the cows don't just step on it, and go on their way. But I digress...

Later, I lived in Chicago. When I was a teenager, (Around ages 13 - 15), I was allowed to go to Dominick's (a 24-hour grocery store), alone, at night. I was allowed to spend time with a male friend, alone, at night, in his room. Nothing ever happened between us, but that doesn't change the fact that something could have happened.

When I was 16, I moved back to Sailor Springs, and later moved to the next small town over, Clay City. I was allowed to spend all the time I wanted with my friends, to date whomever I wanted. I had no curfew.

When I look back at all the times I could have been in danger, all the times I could have done something infinitely stupid, and ruined my entire life as a result, I wonder.. What was my mother thinking?!

I don't have any children yet, but I do know how I want to raise my children. I would never let my children disappear all day, without having a clue where they were. My children will check in with me, so I'll know where they are at all times. I will never let my teenager daughter be alone with a boy, with no accountability, and the same with my sons. I will not let my children date someone who I don't know, let alone one that's on the level of some of the losers I dated when I was in high school. My children will have curfews, and accountability. I will know what my children are doing, who they are with, and where they are.

But then again, I wonder if I've become the person I am today, because of this, or in spite of this. I read all the time, and I've seen it, about children that are protected and watched, going away to college, and going basically.. insane. Drinking in excess, sleeping around, with no thought of the consequences, ditching classes, and inevitably failing or dropping out of college.

I fear that if I make my children completely accountable, will they do the same? Will they rebel against what they will see as a police state? While I have these concerns, I still feel that my instincts are correct. As to the consequences, I suppose I'll just have to wait until I have children and see.


Monday Madness!!!

When it comes to Monday, I tend to take a Garfield-esqe stance.. Yuck!

But today, I'm going to do my first Monday Madness, and then consider going back to bed until tomorrow.

So here we go...



How Many........
1. ...computer-related gadgets do you own?
Well.. I guess that depends on what you mean by "computer related". I have a printer, scanner, etc.

2. ...pictures on your living room walls?
Hmmm... 21 on the walls, counting the ones that are in the kind of frames where you display more than one. In the room in general, 34.

3. ...magnets on your refrigerator?
1

4. ...reference books in your bookshelves?
Okay.. I'm done counting for the time being.. I've got a couple various dictionaries, a set of encyclopedias, and various Biblical reference books.

5. ...boxes of cereal in your cupboards?
Probably about.. 5

6. ...lamps in your house?
Let's see.. 3 in my room.. 2 in here... so a total of 5

7. ...times a week do you shop for groceries?
Once.

8. ...magazines do you subscribe to?
3 or 4

9. ...tv programs do you watch on a regular basis?
Not many.. American Idol.. and 7th Heaven.. a couple more than I watch every once in awhile.

10. ...items on your bathroom counter that don't really need to be there?
I am proud to say, NONE! I just cleaned the bathroom last night. :)

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Hope everyone's wearing green today! :)

Nothing too interesting in my little world to blog about today... I'm currently re-reading C.S. Lewis' Chronicles of Narnia. I finished the second, and most famous book, The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe, last night... I'll have to make a quick trip to the library tomorrow to get the rest of them.

The last time I read these books, I was about 9 or 10 years old, and I didn't recognize the references to Christianity. Specifically, while reading last night, I saw the reference to the cross, when Aslan gave his life to the witch, in place of Edmund.

Since I'd only gotten the first two books, when I finished The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, I started in on The Screwtape Letters. I didn't make it very far before I decided I needed to get some sleep. When I finish that book, I'll let everyone in on my thoughts.

Why are little boys so.. weird?

Lately, I've been contemplating Easter baskets. I have 3 neices, ages 6, 3, and almost 3. Joe has a neice, age 4, and a nephew, age 10. My best friend has 2 children, a girl, age 4 months, and a son, age 2.

Now, the girls.. they're easy. Little stuffed bunnies, and chocolate. Same thing with Mason (2-year-old.) Kaly, the baby, will be getting little stuffed animals, teething rings, etc.

But then.. we have Maverick. Maverick is the strangest child I've ever had the pleasure of almost being related to. He's a very intelligent kid. Very into science, and that's the main thing about him I don't understand. But specifically, he likes bugs. BUGS!

I've been having a hard time trying to come up with stuff to put in his Easter basket. I'm thinking gummy worms. Last summer, he had a toy called a "water worm". It was the strangest thing. It's basically a water gun, covered with fabric, with the ugliest little buggy face. It broke, so I might have to toss in a new one

But.. what else to give the kid who's a science fiend?  I don't know anything about little boys, as
I've never really been around them before, and I was never one myself.

For Christmas, we got him a telescope and microscope, and he loved that.  Joe plays with the
telescope more than Mav does, but he can use the microscope to look at, you guessed it, bugs.

Looks like the kids going to get a lot of gummy worms...

Is it just me...?

My newest obsession is American Idol.. upon watching tonight, something struck me while pretty boy Anthony Fedorov was performing.

Is it just me.. or is he a blonde version of Daniel Radcliffe (Of Harry Potter fame)?

Anthony...

Daniel..


What do you think?

Finally Friday!!!

Today, to start things out, I've decided to do my first Friday's Feast .

Appetizer - Where do you go when you want to relax?
I either go to my Gram's house, or I curl up in my bed with a book and a cup of hot chocolate

Soup - Tell about something that made you laugh this week.
My lovely friend Ashley can always make me laugh... so I'm sure it was something she said or did.

Salad - What is your favorite texture?
Cotton.. that nice, soft cotton, like an old t-shirt.

Main Course - If you were to publish your autobiography, what would the first sentence be?
Wow.. this one's kind of tough. How about... "They always told me I would make something of myself."

Dessert - Do you celebrate St. Patrick's Day? If so, how?
Nope.. not really.

Good movies, Better books

I'm a self-proclaimed bookworm, and a movie nut. I'm currently on a Nicholas Sparks kick, and in the last 2 days, I've read The Notebook, A Walk to Remember, and I'm currently reading Message in a Bottle; All which are also really good movies. So I've been thinking of some of my favorite books through the years, that later went on to become movies.

There's such classics as the LOTR trilogy, and Little Women. Then there's the Harry Potter movies, The Westing Game, Where the Red Fern Grows. There's the Tom Clancy movies, such as Patriot Games, and The Hunt for Red October. There's The Cider House Rules, and many Stephen King movies, such as The Shining, The Green Mile, and Apt Pupil.

A lot of great kid's movies were originally books as well, such as James and the Giant Peach, and Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory.

The Horse Whisperer, Silence of the Lambs, Where the Heart is, Gone With the Wind, and many, many more.



Was your favorite movie originally a book? Why not try to find out, and read it. Most likely, you'll like the book a lot better.